Almost 1 year

This year has seems to have escaped me.
My baby my bubbies my little man turns 1 in 17 days! how and when did that happen?? My baby is no longer such a baby but now a full blown walking babbling trouble making toddler!
Kevlar helmet owner and I are having a disagreement as to what to do for the babys birthday.. he feels that at 1 there is no need to do anything because he will never remember never know we didn't do anything, where as I keep saying well we HAVE to because I will know. Which I can understand where kevlar helmet owners thinking is coming from.

We have been here in Germany for 7 months!! doesn't seem so long.. some days it seems like yesterday and other days it feels the full 7 months plus some!

However on the upside *and I KNOW I have mentioned this before* I have a KICK ASS Neighbor.. She and her kids are great her hubby and mine get along and we have fun together. It is nice to have made a friend. Someone I can genuinely say is my friend.. And someone whom my children adore. The baby LOVES her he is a traitor.. he will run to her and hide behind her so I do not take him inside the house.. haha little turd hole!

I am so sorry I do not blog more.. i am such a blog stalker of other peoples and I get annoyed when they do not update more and yet I am queen slack ass of blogging.

I have been lost in my own thoughts and dealing with my own demons as of late.. and there comes a time when you have to seriously reconsider and wonder how much you really want to share with the internet world. especially when you know there are people who are looking for you and trying to find stuff out on you via the internet by using your name as a search.. Then not only gaining information but then misconstruing what they read and turning it into what THEY want to believe..

On a lighter note.. the weather out here is much like that of Colorado.. very weird.. changes every 5 minutes and don't make serious plans as of yet because while you may HEAR it will be sunny and nice the reality is cold and wet!

Although it is a beautiful countryside where we are.. I appreciate the opportunity we have been given to live here to see another country and experience a new culture.. but MAN there are days I really REALLY REAALLLYYYY REEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLYYYYYYY miss Wal-Mart , Target , Fast Food Taco Bell AMERICANIZED PIZZA.. ahh yes some of the things I truly miss.. convienence.. 7-11 but .. I will miss so much from here once it is no longer so readily available to me..