I am sad today.. no other way to put it I am sad. I have not heard from KHO since he left and while I KNOW we have gone longer than 3 days without talking to one another.. this sucks this time. I do not get it either maybe it is the tricks our mind plays with us because it KNOWS..
I am fed up with people I am just so freaking fucking fed up! I wish children were capable of a little empathy and to know not to say stupid things to their mothers who are hurt. I wish they also had the capabilities to tell us I am sad and this is why without making it a freaking chore to pull it out of them what is going on!
I cannot sleep by the time I go to bed it is between 1 am and 2 am. I get up at 7:30-8:30 am Maybe a hot bath would help me?
I do not know.
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I wish I could make it easier on you. Just know I am thinking of you - and if you figure out a way to get the kids to work with you I would LOVE to hear it.
Honey, I know how it feels for the kids not to understand the emotional stress your going through. Hang in there, it will get easier. I hope that he gets in contact with you soon, I am sure that will ease you a bit too. BIG ((HUGS)) coming your way.
{{hugs}}
The first couple weeks are always the hardest along with the first couple weeks when he returns. Eventually everyone finds their groove and it evens out.
So sorry cam. HUGS
*big hugs* Honey.
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