I have internet friends whom I adore and I have a select few RL friends as well but to be honest I miss being able to hang out and talk with someone in person and have a beer, a glass of wine, coffee, a soda, water etc etc etc. I am missing having a adult life and adult interaction with other adults.
Sadly I was told by a friend of mine when people first meet me I come across as unaproachable.. kind of a total bitch.. and I didn't think I was THAT bad I thought maybe a little too blunt and outspoken.
*sigh* I have lost friends people I have known for half my life because they didnt trust ME.. or because they thought I was a threat to whatever, I would never jeapordize friends.
I wish people could see that I am a good person and I care, probably more than I should, I am tired of being hurt maybe thats why I come across the way I do.
Ok enough feeling sorry for myself and rambiling
2 comments:
I didn't think you were so scary and I have a fear of meeting new people. But you weren't so new to begin with.
If my house wasn't such a wreck all the time I would invite you over, but I'm too embarrassed. :( *LOL*
Girl, if we were closer we'd definately be doing some playdates and some Mom's nights out. I was hoping to get at least one visit in before you left, but atlas it looks like that will not be happening. When you get back we'll make a plan of it :)
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